i hope not. they all seem like they have our best interests at heart, even if their personalities are a little strong
i'll probably be stuck resting for a little while... being out there was really exhausting, even though i didn't get physically hurt i think it was "apathy" - another friend of mine was telling me about it
it was different than just feeling sad or scared like, i felt nothing. it was actually really creepy i don't regret going out there, but i don't want to experience anything like it
my brother took me back home. i'll be ok after a nap, probably but still... thanks, dia :)
I would be delighted if Ruby ever showed up here, but, ah... I do not believe that will happen. It may not be good for her anyways. She has never been away from home like this.
Ah, I noticed. It seems like a common theme maybe?
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Date: 2018-08-28 04:30 am (UTC)i'll probably be stuck resting for a little while...
being out there was really exhausting, even though i didn't get physically hurt
i think it was "apathy" - another friend of mine was telling me about it
have you felt it before?
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Date: 2018-08-28 04:34 am (UTC)I haven't felt apathy so strong that is exhausted me.
At least not here...
If you need to come over here and rest I could keep you company.
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Date: 2018-08-28 04:36 am (UTC)like, i felt nothing. it was actually really creepy
i don't regret going out there, but i don't want to experience anything like it
my brother took me back home. i'll be ok after a nap, probably
but still... thanks, dia :)
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Date: 2018-08-28 04:42 am (UTC)I can't imagine what that must have been like, I'mm sorry Iris-san.
Of course.
We're friends, and I would be there if you wanted me to be.
Ah, but... you have a brother?
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Date: 2018-09-04 03:42 pm (UTC)i think "emptiness" is the best way to describe it
definitely wouldn't recommend it
[ but onto better conversation topics... ]
yup. his name is Gladiolus.
big, muscular guy, pretty hard to miss
we actually showed up here together
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Date: 2018-09-05 05:06 am (UTC)I don;t ever want you to feel like that again.
[... but yes!]
You are incredibly lucky then to have come here with your sibling.
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Date: 2018-09-23 04:26 pm (UTC)thanks for letting me air it all out.
do you have a sibling?
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Date: 2018-09-29 03:56 am (UTC)I do, a younger sister named Ruby.
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Date: 2018-10-07 06:43 pm (UTC)what's she like?
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Date: 2018-10-08 03:06 am (UTC)All of the women in our family are named like that, though. After precious gems.
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Date: 2018-10-12 08:43 pm (UTC)i guess my parents thought about doing that too. both of us were named after flowers...
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Date: 2018-10-19 01:47 am (UTC)Ah, I noticed. It seems like a common theme maybe?